Hi! I feel I have so much to say and yet, I don't know what to write.

I am really tired of fighting suicide thoughts. The only thing that is hanging me tight is the fact that I know, deep down, it is not the right thing to do. I don't know for how long but I am very tired.

Anxiety and depression get the best of me. I feel very lonely and don't know who to talk to. We live in such a busy world that you can't help but think that you are bothering people. Sometimes I wonder if I am faking it all. Its like being stuck in a knotted web where i don't know what to believe in. I am so tired.

All I think of doing every day is escape. Run away. From everything.

Is this for real?