I'm new here writing from Sweden

Been dealing with anxiety and depression nearly all my life, but with a peak in the later years. Right now my biggest concern, except the anxiety, is the stress. I, as we call it Sweden, "went into the wall" about 3 months ago. Since then I have brain fog, really hard to concentrate, extreme anxiety and tension. Really sensitive to light and noises. First week I could literally not move my own body. This of course makes me even more anxious and depressed, since I can't do things that would make me happier. I also suffer from social and health anxiety. Because of my muscle twitching I had an MRI which was clear.

I started to try Lexapro at first, which did not cause any stronger panic attacks and only slightly more anxiety. I could not sleep (which was a problem before also). But this side effects I could handle. Then I started to have migraines every day. No pain killers worked on this headache and I became even more sensitive to light. I could not leave my house because of this. After 2 weeks I went off it on doctors order.

I am not on a small dosage fluoxetine (5 mg). I do get headaches but not migraines. The first 4 days I had much more energy and felt less anxious. Then two days ago I started to feel like I was gonna faint. My anxiety went crazy. Yesterday I was so irritated and angry. The smallest things triggered me. Woke up during the night with panic. I feel really weird now and want to stop the medication (I know it can take time to work but I can't live like this). The aggression scares me!

Thinking I maybe want to try Zoloft next? I liked the stimulating effect from fluoxetine, but at the same time this seems to cause anxiety. Similar to ADD, I always felt restless and bored even when doing things. I am also really afraid of gaining weight so I liked fluoxetine in theory =/ What do you think about Zoloft?

(Sorry for my grammar and misspelling, not in my best shape right now)