Okay so I was at the beach today with my dad and I had the worst anxiety attack I have ever had in my life. I have experienced burning in the back of my head and neck on and off for the past couple of months, which seems to go away whenever I massage it. But whenever it happens to me,I completely freak out. When I have an attack, it seems as if my mind has been drawn from reality, like I am still there, but I feel emotionless, like a robot. And its like my eyes feel weird, like I am perceiving things differently and I am trying to focus on everything at once. My hands are currently shaking and I don't know why, cause I don't feel that anxious right now. Leading up to the attack I had tingling in my hands and feet, but the next morning I felt the best I have ever felt in a really long time. Then later that same day, everything spiraled downward after I got that burning. Now I am back in this depressing state of mind, and at the beach I started having actual vision problems, like I thought I saw this black figure when I looked at the sky and when I kept staring I saw snowlike figures. After I slept, I felt better, but I still feel like i am in that weird state of mind. i literally cannot handle it anymore, i am depressed and i dont feel like doing anything anymore. What is going on with me, I dont know what to do, and no one has replied to my previous posts, so i now i feel more alone than ever. Is this GAD or a serious like nerve illness. My doctor described me Paxil, is that a good idea? Anything, anything, please help me.