Hello, I'm new to this site. I am 29 years old, female, and suffer from GAD. Also, I have very limited dating experience and in fact been on a date since I broke up with my only boyfriend (of 3 months) when I was 24. Here's my problem...

Back in November, I met this guy through my sister. And there was an instant attraction. I couldn't stop thinking about him. I starting going with my sister to things hoping to run into him, and every few weeks I would. And every time I met him I grew more and more attracted to him. In May, I was invited to an event my sister had no interest in so she gave me his number. I went by myself and he went out of his way to drive me back to my car. After that, I was convinced we were meant to be despite also believing him to be too perfect for me and there was no way he could share interest. None the less, I started to find excuses to text him. Eventually, we were hanging out, spending entire days together. He was even buying me lunch and dinner. But still I denied there being a mutual attraction. Until one day, a month ago, at the end of the night he told me he liked me and then kissed me. I was so excited, and very awkward.

But very quickly I started to become anxious of the exceptions of intimacy and commitment. We've been hanging out 3-4 times a week, including full Saturdays. A couple times I'd even fall asleep on his couch, overnight. Since our first kiss, we only ever kiss at night before I go home and, a week ago, we started holding hands in public. I've been getting so nervous every time I go to see him and I'm starting to feel anxious all the time and it's all I can think about. We've only been dating for like 6 weeks and I'm starting to have serious doubts and serious anxiety.

Two months ago I was telling all of my friends how he was perfect and everything I ever wanted in a guy. Now I cringe when I think about seeing him and how I just want to end this. But I can't seem to make sense of all this! I have no idea what to expect, how I should feel, what's going on. I feel like I'm being crazy! It's only been 6 weeks, I shouldn't be expecting anything should I? How can I trust my own judgment when I know my anxiety makes me neurotic and obsessive? Ugh, I feel like there's something wrong with me

I'm so confused! Help!