My social anxiety is getting forever worse and I think that's due to my friends not understanding the depth of this disorder and thinking I'm being a bitch or in a bad mood... When the only reason I haven't spoken to them is because I literally can't...

They haven't even tried to understand what I'm going through so I want to just brush it off and say they're not worth it... But having no friends is hard, and having "friends" think I'm being a bitch when I'm not so even harder..

Just a chance to vent here I suppose, I hate being misunderstood and literally just want to be able to scream to everyone that I have severe anxiety- I'm not a bitch... But then I'm scared of the backlash that may cause???

So frustrating!