Struggling Agoraphobic.. help, please..

[jellywhirl]

I'm 19 years old, and it's been officially 1 year since graduating high school. And I've been homebound since.. I rarely leave the house, and lately.. it seems to make me a bit.. stir crazy?

I just want to know.. does anyone else feel like this? It really makes me depressed, anxious, paranoid, maybe delusional, I don't even know anymore... I'm having trouble with my memory and I get confused a lot, everything's hazy and foggy and grey, and then when I DO leave, I get so.. so afraid and I become depersonalized and I'm just in a constant daze..

Do you think I could get over this? Do you think it's Vitamin D deficiency or something..? I don't know what to do, I don't know how to stop worrying and I'm really afraid that I'll never be able to get over this, or enjoy anything, or function ever again...