I have been dealing with what I guess is anxiety and panic attacks for over 2 years now. I have been prescribed Lexapro, Cymbalta, Pristiq and now am on Prozac and don't seem to feel any better with any of them. I have trouble sleeping and when I get an episode I have trouble breathing being the main symptom. I am bloated and struggle with bouts of constipaton and diarrhea, intermittently. Every time I go see my Physician its the same BS, "How do you feel?". Would I be here if I felt good? He continually changes my AD med to see "if this is the one that will work" but as we all know it takes a month for the drugs to reach efficacy. He gave me some Alprazolam .5mg this last time and I have been eating them like Skittles; at least once a day, in an attempt to get through the day. My fatigue is growing worse and some days I feel like I could just sleep all day while other days I stare at the ceiling. I drink alcohol, because I like it, but also because it makes me feel better. I really don't want to be dependant on booze and benzos to get me through the day. I get pains in my stomach and sometimes have trouble swallowing. I get bursts of adrenaline out of no where that take my breath away. I also take metoprolol for High BP, I have meds for Acid Reflux and also had a kidney removed when I was a toddler. Not sure if any of this makes sense to anyone but what I would give to feel normal again! This is getting near debilitating and randomly effects my life so as I can't plan for it. I can be driving, having dinner with my wife, be giving an interview, or just sitting there watching TV when BOOM, I can't concentrate, breathe, I am irritable, I can't sit still, and I feel like this is the end. What the hell is going on here and why has this happened to me? Is there any hope in sight or is this how life is going to be forever?