Hello, I'm Bullock. I am miserable and so physically, psychologically, and emotionally exhausted that I can't see straight.
For 10+ years now, I seem to be a long sufferer of anxiety/panic attacks.....? I know that's what I'm told, but no matter how much reassurance I'm given("don't worry, it's only anxiety....your heart is fine"), I cannot do anything to stop this constant barage of tangible, physical 'symptoms' that have decimated my psyche and beaten me into submission so badly that I have all but forgotten the once strong minded, physically gifted individual that used to be me. What's left of me is tired, broken and desperate to feel normal again.
I'm here to see if that's even a possibility. The only thing I have left is the one thing I'm not sure I even believe in.... Hope.
So, what do I do? What Can I do?
Anyhow, I'm Bullock.... I'm a 43yo Man(or what's left of one) and I need help.
Thank You-