Have you ever had someone tell you that the pain you are feeling is all in your head? That everything you are feeling you are doing to yourself likes it's a choice? I can't stand it when people tell me it's all in my head. I just get so frustrated and I don't know what to do. I don't know how to make them understand. My parents do this all the time. I tell them one of my fears and my reasoning behind it and they just tell me it's all in my head. They give me a look like I'm crazy.

Almost everyday I feel like bursting into tears but I don't. I keep myself from crying because I can't stand people hearing or seeing me cry. There is no one in my life who I trust enough to cry in front of.