Hi,
Does anyoneone else here fear the city (esp night time) like I do?
I had five very unfortunate experiences (mugged via a syringe held up to me etc) that eventually saw me unable to leave my room.
I got some help and am a lot better now but I stil find my legs go all shakey when I have to walk or go out at night in the city (or even suburbia) When I see gangs of kids hanging about I can feel a panic attack about to happen and have to get out of there. I can't go out at the weekend and enjoy myself with friends because I'm always thinking about - How am I going to get home? Will I get a taxi quickly? What if I encounter a junkie or a runk etc
I can't relax. I feel like a freak and was wondering if there were others out there who perhaps feel or felt something similar?
Thank you for your time
Danny