I'm 18 years old and was diagnosed with agoraphobia a little over 2 years ago. I have had it since I can remember though. I finally graduated high school, something I though would never happen since I dropped out so many times. Now comes the time where one asks themselves whats next. I've had high intentions of college, and a career. Now that I've gotten to that point in my life I've realized I cannot do it. I've been to a few psychiatrists and they all thought that it was something I could go out and conquer during the weekend. I talk to my parents about being agoraphobia and I get this: "Youre not using this as an excuse to not get a job, are you?" I can't take any of it anymore, I feel so alone. No one close to me understands the effect it has on my life, and people I love get angry at me for not wanting to go anywhere with them. I'm at my wits end and I'm all out of options. Lately, I've had to stop myself crying all the time from not knowing what to do. I just don't know what to do anymore. I'm just a big joke to everyone that supposedly cares about me. They all think that I'm just lazy and worthless. What do I do?