Hey every1
This friday ive got friends coming to stay at my hous. 3 of them, 2 ive not seen in 6 months. We are going to go out friday night and probably saturday as well. THen they will leave on sunday. I wish i hadnt organised it now, Im really worried that ill have serious anxiety and wont be able to go out. Then these friends will see me at my worst and might not like wot they see. I cant really get out of it, and there is a part of me that thinks i can get thru it fine. Ive had 1 of these friends stay at mine twice and its been OK. Its just that having so many and as Im the HOST i feel pressure to go out with them and really cant have the anxiety
I dunno wot to do
tom