This is my first time to this forum and the first thread I read. I am in shock the similaries to my life. Tears poured down my face as I read. I often feal alone in this world. I'm convinced no one understands what its like being me, well other than most of you guys. I just wish I had a close friend that understood. I'm exhausted from meds and therapy that hasn't helped. Although if I didn't have my celexa, abilify, xanax and adivan I would have given up on life. Thank you to all of you for getting me, for what feels like a first. You'd think the doctors would have at least fraction of this insight ;(