So...
False alarm ... turns out is was a case of smudges on my glasses. So I picked up some heavy duty glasses wipes at the local Hubba Hubba market discount store and - Boomshakalaka - problem solved and no more blurry vision. Just in case I made a emergency appointment appointment with this dude to get the eyes checked.
Ponder, we were getting too deep anyway and would just confuse others. I think I get it and I'm OK with it.
So, I'm going to bring this back to a thread for me about perception of reality during this time and just getting through and hopefully things will clear up for me soon. I put this in the agoraphobia forum as this is the issue at hand. Oh please, life is so messy and blurry and if I'm feeling it or going through it, it IS real to me and I'll just have so go with it and not fight it; as you said my friend.
K ... Wed 24th already. Admittedly, I've lost some days in between with no memory whatsoever. Started marking the calendar so I don't get shocked when I turn on the computers and think the date is wrong.
Ugh .. but must get started today and just exist in my own bubble where thing do still make some sense.