Dust myself off and try again, try again ?

[Ponder]

Working. O - O

[salvator here]

[salvator here]

Getting dressed and in the shower as I'm going on a trip today. Should be OK as they don't allow me to stray too far when in places unknown. Gonna let this play until I go. I just wan to feel blissfully happy today. So sock of worry and sadness and regret and depression.



This is seriously working for me this morning

[Memaw52]

For now I"ll just quote Aaliyah:

"And if at first you don't succeed
Then dust yourself off and try again
You can dust it off and try again, try again
'Cause if at first you don't succeed
You can dust it off and try again
Dust yourself off and try again, try again
Again, again"

I miss this song

[salvator here]

I miss this song

Yes, I recall when Aaliyah left us abruptly and tragically in 2001

[Ponder]

Totally understand. If it does not settle - I'll take a break myself in my own creation of sorts. hehe. I always love experimenting with making new forums then coming back later once the ripples fade away. I'll comment further in my thread but yea, I think I know the place to find you if I don't see you any time soon.

[Ponder]

... PM sent.

[salvator here]

So hard to find any balance or equilibrium in this madness out there.

Sorry everyone

[salvator here]

Need to "dust myself off" I think again and 'try again'. I honestly don't anything anymore. Everything is mixed up and nothing is right. People are walking contradictions.

[Ponder]

Please know that I am here and that as you know my own struggles with addiction that I am in fact reading. Yet I understand the disclaimer. I've touched base in a few other threads and left some encouragement that might help with lifting up ... but for now man, I think this is excellent stuff and don't want muddy the waters as what your doing right now in here is something I feel more of us would benefit in doing. Way better out than in Sal. I have to continue working on something else and will come back here later to pay even more respect which we all deserves. I think the struggle in many other forums Sal is the lack or respect. I am totally 100% right by your side with all you said and you just said it so well.

I'm glad it has lifted a weight Sal. That is why we need the space that this particular forum offers.

I started making small steps before making the final decision. I found that in fact help me make the final decision which eventually cut it all out. I think your onto something with that. Do it all in your own time. As long as you feel you are moving forward that is all that matters. Your attitude to food has actually helped me from many posts ago.

Take care Sal ... I have been thinking about your situation and I say again you are never heavy. I wish more would join us in these dairy type threads and just say it like it is or how it is for them. This truly is the forum for doing jus that.

I really needed to hear someone else say it the way you did. YOU ROCK SAL!