Currently, I do volunteer work at two agricultural farms, among other volunteer jobs.

In the past, I was a perfectionist at the farms. I didn't like making mistakes at those places. And when I did make a mistake, I'd often beat myself up about it emotionally.

However, now I'm not like that. I've made a lot of progress in that area.

For one thing, it's impossible to never make mistakes at a job. And if I never made mistakes, nobody would like me. If I never messed up every so often, it would make the others who also work there look bad.

I don't want to be perfect. I also don't want to try to be perfect either. I just want to do the best I can. I just want to be me.