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    ... Correction .. that is Sunday 5:22am.
    ZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
    "...the cost of sanity in this society is a certain level of alienation" ~ Terrance McKenna → https://pondermovedhere.blogspot.com/

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    Not bad for YouTube - Quality Documentary on the Sun. With some luck it might wipe us out sooner than later.

    But not so quick, first I would like to see a landing on Mars. Then YEA; the sun can bring it on then.



    Edit - Some of the best images I have seen to date. Understanding the scale makes it all the more AWESOME. Sadly human brains are being sapped faster than ever before. Lucky I have a tin foil hat.
    Last edited by Ponder; 05-29-2020 at 06:10 PM.
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    Maybe this time around. - Looking Good!


    Hopefully not like SN4 /Starship which blew up. here ... but they have more of them lined up.
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    SpaceX's First Maned Flight - I recorded it for anyone that is interested and might of missed. That said, I don't know if it will be pulled, given the level of copyright world in which we now live. TOP SPEED 27000 kilometres per hour!



    I know will not be as excited as the other, but for me, this was like cost to what the 1969 Saturn 5 launch would of been like. Perhaps not quite, but near enough. The Praise America not my thing - but none the less, I salute Elon's efforts here in respect to his mediarized vision. Speaking of which, I still have doubts about the moon footage that was used back in 69. Not saying they did not land on the moon, but that 69 footage used for the masses has been 100% picked to pieces just as 9/11 has been today and pretty much proven to of been shot in a studio. It will be interesting to see how they record their efforts in 2024-26.

    Love the near booster bullseye landing as imaged in this shot: Unfortunately no footage presently at this time of it actually landing ... but as you can see, it's images as did.
    https://youtu.be/pkJ1qwJpnlI?t=708
    Last edited by Ponder; 05-30-2020 at 02:11 PM.
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    Other than just posting the vids with the latest goings on with renewed interest in space exploration - I have been fairly quite re posting on my journal side of things as I have also continued pursuing my Audio Book Narration Quest. Just waiting for some copyright issues to be sorted out with that.

    On other fronts I am taking my time with my next video:

    COMING SOON!



    I've also had to deal with a bit of resistance:



    Long story short, I made a big deal repeatedly hitting the crossing activator button, purely as a reaction to their own defiance as they Jay Walked with somewhat pride ... until I suddenly happened along returning their challenging looks and flogging the button as they approached. If you check out the video when it's done. I think I was more set off with the looks I was sensing at they approached. Across the road is a police station which just made me think Why The Fuck do I even bother trying to follow the rules when you get people so many who don't give a *&^%. Anyways as you can clearly see, the younger fellow dips his head back down like he was previously getting about; before looking at me.

    It's really not all that bad - it is what is it. I did give the guy a nod AFTER having given in to my own ego trip with the button ... to which he autonomously returned the gesture - BUT - I know that look well. It's a lot more controlled than the young fellows was; however I did find his parting expression somewhat somewhat coy - but that's OK. The whole incident reminded me well of something I can't put into words. Reflecting back on this and having already sensed the sad state of affairs re the younger fellow and then the anomaly after adding filters to this pic [The colors blending from the older guys shoulder over the younger one] Made me think of my own heat aches of navigating this BS world and how fractures my own children are.

    Anyways - I still don't have time for so many people not being considerate and respecting the rules when it comes to shared space on the sidewalks. All I can say to that is where once my little bike bell was ignored by half the people I encountered ... when I do choose to use my new air horn - not one person has thus far resisted. Touch Wood. I take my camera out with me all the time on my scooter now. Whilst you will always get psychos who don't care, it does seem to keep people in check ... myself included. Smiling also seem to defuse a lot of tension. That's what I try to focus on most, although hard when feeling exasuted - (bit like that young bloke ... I don't blame either of them on that side of things ... the world truly is going to shit and I know it does not help me saying it. SO - I once again focus on the best that I can. Hence my chosen cover picture for my next vid when I get time to finish that.

    I could turn my horn down - but the one or two quick burst work so well, and there are just so many people out there that need educating. I think I leave it as is for now ... at least till I either get clothes hanged or arrested. LOL ... No where are bad as others on Youtube. In fact - I'be been getting some pretty good attention because I also know how to play the clown. That said - I'm still struggling with Jekyll and Hyde.

    Night Night ... ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
    Last edited by Ponder; 05-31-2020 at 07:33 AM.
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    Having serious thoughts about what I am doing here yet again. Happens from time to time.
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    This is why I am thinking that way ... The better part of me thinks he has a point somewhere in this video:



    I do hope you guys are doing well ... It sucks to be lonely. I think of my daughter tonight whom I know is not doing so well.
    "...the cost of sanity in this society is a certain level of alienation" ~ Terrance McKenna → https://pondermovedhere.blogspot.com/

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    Another VERY later night ... 2am now ... BUT - I had fun making up a Two Part Scooter Log Video ... Here is Part One:

    "...the cost of sanity in this society is a certain level of alienation" ~ Terrance McKenna → https://pondermovedhere.blogspot.com/

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    OK - I best sneak to bed as if my wife catches me when she is taking a piss ... God *&^ing help me. PART 2 out of the way ... now I can focus on the book narration. Night Night.

    "...the cost of sanity in this society is a certain level of alienation" ~ Terrance McKenna → https://pondermovedhere.blogspot.com/

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    This counts as today's Post: *Note - probably have you use headphones as my audio is not the best in this - Alternatively use the captions options ... although my speech might not be the best for accuracy. The captions are quite funny to say the least ... when it does pick me up.



    Have a good day peeps.
    Last edited by Ponder; 06-03-2020 at 06:26 PM.
    "...the cost of sanity in this society is a certain level of alienation" ~ Terrance McKenna → https://pondermovedhere.blogspot.com/

 

 

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