Good Monday morning..
Its a little after 10AM here, anyway. Serious brain fog today. Was hoping the green tea would clear out the cobwebs...but NOPE. Thank god for spellcheck ;-)
Oh well, must Cary on regardless.
I do wish your grandchild well, it can't be easy, maybe things will start to improve for her once she gets adjusted to the new school. Its not easy to make friends sometimes, especially with the paranoia going on in the world. I can only imagine what the youth must go through these days, compare to when I was in school. Life is so different now and so much more complex.
You do sound so exhausted and frustrated, I can feel it in your writing.
Its too bad your business, that you enjoy so, and is your passion, has turned into something that drains your energy and frustrates you. I do hope things turn around and business picks up at the market. Perhaps sales will increase around the holidays.
Remember that advice you gave me in my thread about Radical Acceptance..
"go with the flow , with the current , Do not fight it"
I think about that every day. I'm not implying to give in and become a follower, rather, fight the good fight without sacrificing your own sanity. You voted and did your part. What more can you do?!
Don't lose hope, Dahila, that is all we have. Sure I do at times feel hopeless, too, but deep down I do still have (a little) hope that things will get better and this is temporary. Remember.. the pendulum always swings, in due time.
Be well, and I hope everyone has a nice week. The nights are starting to get a bit colder here but I quite enjoy the fall season. The crisp air and smells, and I love the pumpkin spike coffee :-)
~Sal