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  1. #21
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    Thank you Dave, means a lot to know you care.

    Trying to remember that its raining hard but the sun will shine again if I hold on and don't let go (because at times i think it would be too easy to do just that - let go)

    We deserve a chance and I hope you will also hold strong. Even if I had all the support groups in place, I'd still be going it alone because of trust issues I have. AT times it lets up enough to enjoy something small like my music and even I sing again. Doesn't sound good as I used to be a tenor and hit the high C (even D on a good day), but trying harmony again with singers I enjoy.

    I've been away for a little while so I'll read your thread to catch up with where you are because I do care about you.

    Hold on an never give up.

  2. #22
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    Actually, I did decide to tell my therapist more last visit. Maybe it was a relief to get some of it off my chest but he was no help. He means well and says he does care which is all good and well I suppose. They don't (fully) comprehend that I find myself in crisis every day especially as they day progresses to the point that I envision myself no longer here. I know this is just a feeling though and its runs deep these days. I'm not sure why but 2019 hasn't started off too well for me and things haven't come together for me. Like still in pieces. So hard to explain. I don't fit any mold and there simply is no "textbook jargon" that applies to my situation. Doctors are clueless. He said he fully expected me to wind up drinking again and was happy to know I didn't. Trouble is I can see now just how far back this stems and how deep but I didn't have much insight then for myself. Last year part of my personality went away and its still missing, I guess is the only way to explain it. But some things needed to be shed I guess.

    I know that makes little sense

    Oh well..

    No reply needed and I'll reach out for help here if things get rough.

    Thank you for your support and care; it means more than you'll ever realize.

    PS ~ Sorry for mistakes but I'm not in a good frame of mind as I write at the moment.
    Last edited by salvator here; 02-08-2019 at 11:39 PM.

  3. #23
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    Glad your back Sal.
    Last edited by Ponder; 02-09-2019 at 05:51 PM.

  4. #24
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    Sal I know you are struggling. I am sending my love and good vibes, I have no idea if it helps you but I am here if you need to have someone just to listen.
    It is good to see you Sal and P.

    I do not think we need more people that three or 4
    ''“If you cry because the sun has gone out of your life, your tears will prevent you from seeing the stars.”
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    ― Rabindranath Tagore

  5. #25
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    Thank you Ponder and Dahila, I'll reach out to you.

    Today was alright. Nothing happened.

  6. #26
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    Ask D how to reach me Sal
    ''“If you cry because the sun has gone out of your life, your tears will prevent you from seeing the stars.”
    ''
    ― Rabindranath Tagore

 

 

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