Hi
Me and my wife have been married about 6 months and we both agreed we want to start a family. However, I struggle with anxiety and now we are about to start trying it's sending my head into over drive. I'm now worrying constantly about all the things that it could affect (I'm in the middle of a part time MA as well as working full time), will it ruin our relationship, if I'll be a rubbish dad, if I will cope with the lack of sleep.
My partner is really excited and I was but we are due to start trying in a week after she stops taking her last pill but the closer it gets the more I panic!
I do really want kids, I just want to be excited about it and not feel trapped in my own head.
I've been to the doctors who sent me for CBT which didn't really help