GP is referring us to Private specialist. I am paying extra to get in quicker. The MRI scans comes to 700au ... &^%$ that!!! It's a 3cm X 2.5cm by 1cm deep lump that's been termed a number of things I care less to remember excepts the part where they say they can't rule the nasty labels that kill if left in to long. It is a lump that's been there a while, but has now grown twice the size. Not sure if it's more a case of me ripping the original lump when I exercised or both growing and ripped. Both Lisa and I decided to pay the private $180 fee to have a surgeon look at it quicker where hopefully he or she can then refer us to the MRI under the medicare system to avoid the $700 ← Scan
Lisa's Credit card is all maxed out and I'm still paying my off - years after the defaulting ... not a good time of year for this to be happening.
I'm not going to mess about with it as even the GP recommended getting it checked sooner than latter. Public is at least twice as long and then even longer after that. Too many ifs and buts with this one. Still hurts quite a bit, but thankfully it's starting to dull a little ... however there is a pretty big lump that needs attention ... sooner than later. The lump is quite visible I am told. I'm not going to do images of it ... as I'm already depressed enough about it. I had PT line up just after Xmas ... hmmm ... I was also at a point to turn up the heat with my cardio as well. Instead I have gained weight overnight with all the pain, cortisol, and back to comfort eating as in GRRRRRRRRRRR.
I can't beleive this happened on the tail end of a 36 hour water fast where I was ready to let rip. Well actually that's exactly what I did. It was just a coincidence that there was a lump right where I stressed my upper back/neck. I'd like to say it's nothing - but the report that Doc got seems to indicate it needs checking ... the sooner the better.
Unfortunately its right next to my spinal cord just to the left up on my neck. If they do have to go in ... I hope it's not one of them complacent professionals I am always whining about.
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