I have a wonderful life.
I thank God and Jesus for it constantly.
Sometimes, I just get so sad for no reason.
I feel lonely every other day.
I'm trying to find my place in college at the moment.
I try so hard to get a guy's attention, and it always goes down in flames.
Either they're not interested, or I screw something up.
It's so frustrating.
I am so grateful for the life I have at home, though.
Praise God for it.
It's just that I want to be valued by others.
I just want to be appreciated.
I want a guy to like me.
I'm not desperate.
I just want to be loved and cared for by a guy.
I want the love to flow both ways and not just one.
I want to be wanted.