that its all quite hopeless
that its all quite hopeless
cough and the world coughs with you. fart and you fart alone
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there really is no answer to that but if it makes you feel better then .....
cough and the world coughs with you. fart and you fart alone
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Why won't anyone help give me advice
I'm thinking "I'm gonna get my kicks before the whole shithouse goes up in flames!" (Jim Morrison)
"You're the worst thing that ever happened to me." --Marla Singer
I'm not thinking anything.
That I have no idea how the things in my life right now that cause me anxiety will turn out in the upcoming weeks which causes more anxiety.
Right now I'm thinking that I'm glad that AnxietyForum.net exists so maybe I can help someone on this forum a little.
The meaning of life. Seriously, I am.
The brutal holidays season. So painful and pure agony and I wish I could just sleep right through it. I want to hurl every time I see commercials promoting family gatherings.
I learned this year that I am inadvertently standing in the way of my care. I don't trust people at all and medical professionals are no exception. I question things too much and come across as non compliant. When I was in the hospital last over the summer I didn't take part in groups and kept to myself in my room and didn't engage with others much. I don't trust people. There is only 1 person that has my best interests at heart and that is myself - only one I can trust. Basically the medical system gives up on my because of this. Nobody is interested in finding a different approach to helping me because they have guidelines and I don't fit into the typical patient mold. I don't want to socialize and I don't feel there is anything wrong with this given my special set of circumstances. I don't really like to have to rely (totally) on medication. I was told that I fight the system and this is not true.
So its just back to relying in myself to find a way to get through this. Always have; always will be!