I felt pretty normal when I left the house to get some groceries. Felt normal in the store, then on the way home started feeling odd and when I got home I felt/feel pretty bad. Not quite depersonalization, but in my head I feel like screaming, freaking out. (Just in my head) I have had anxiety on and off for so many years, along with agoraphobia on occasion, and depersonalization quite often after going somewhere, but today this is feeling different. I just want to feel NORMAL for awhile! When I feel this crappy, I often wonder if anyone goes crazy from this.