Hello!
(I believe this is the right place to post this)
I've had agoraphobia since I was a child, and it hasn't gotten any better, even with therapy and meds. It's just gotten worse.
My main issue right now is school. The longer I go to school, the more anxious I get. What I mean by this is at the beginning of the semester I'll be fine, but the longer it goes on the worse and worse I get (which makes it really hard to expose myself to it to learn how to handle it).
I need some help. It's gotten to the point that I'm getting panic attacks even thinking about going or the work, which shut down my legs (I have a conversion disorder, as well). I don't know what to do anymore! This is only my first semester at college, and it's only one class. ONE CLASS twice a week.
I don't want to become a recluse. I don't want to drop out. But the first thing my brain goes to is, "if I drop out and run away from society, I'll be able to be safe."
Thank you in advance.