Back home ... seen a doctor for what that's worth ... have to up the hygiene routine as body is caving in to tinea complications re my skin. I've done well with my mindset for the most part, it's just my body giving in. Since being updated with more as to the court family assessor's attitude, 'victimization' does not even come close when terming the power mongering and abuse that goes on with such judicial systems. Long story short, tis the clinical system that feeds and creates it's own problems.
Today I am off for some peer based psycho socialization where we create our own solutions. FUCK THE LAW OF THE LAND AND EVERY IDEAL IT'S FOUNDED ON! Fuck you too if your a flag flying patriot & or bible thumper that subscribes to such BS notions. The more you victimize the more toxic your problem. Such a system does more to tear apart families than all this BS about welfare agencies boasting how they are for keeping them together.
I'm still venting to be sure. I have another granddaughter that I have not talked about but the truth is I just don't have the capacity to take that little one on board. That little one is tied up in a hell of her own with another family doing what they can to stabilize that boat. Best I can do is be there for my eldest son. I stand by my claim regarding these young professionals that get about in the system as they do looking out for their own interest with little regard for the lives that they abuse. It's an abusive system point blank. I aim to detach with my only inclination being still tied up in it all being that of grandsons force visitations to the byproduct of this BS system.
Righto ... time for coffee then on 'me'bike and off I go to mingle with affected peers like myself.
FTW!