I'm new here so I'm sorry if I'm doing this wrong I am just so upset right now. I have suffered from anxiety in the past but have been pretty well recently. I have had a few pretty tough weeks and have not been feeling great. I work in a bar and we have to arrange our own cover I said I was feeling sick but I couldn't get anyone and I tried to tell my manager. He then messaged me to say he has taken me off the rota for this weekend and next and he wants to see me Thursday. It looks bad and I don't know what to tell my partner. I feel awful inside and blame myself I know I let myself down. I just don't know what I am going to do next.