Hi there. I've posted on this thread a few times before but just as a refresher, I'm 16. Almost 17. And I've been living with chronic anxiety for nearly 7 months. They have been the worst of my life. Most of my anxiety centers around my health so at any given moment I'm not sure whether the symptoms I have are a product of my anxiety or because I'm dying of an undiagnosed illness. Since last August, I've had two CBCs done, both of which came back perfectly normal. Two ECGs, both of which came back perfect normal. But my anxiety comes in cycles. It will let up for about a month and I can feel relatively normal (ha, normal. What a word) and then for two or three weeks I'll go back knowing I'm dying. I've had concerns over brain tumors, colon cancer, heart attacks, blood clots, you name. Right now my concern is with colon cancer because of a small bit of blood on my stool. Ive been to the doctor once before for this and they said I did have a small fissure and possibly hemorrhoids since I have a family history but they did not check for the hemorrhoids. I keep thinking that because they didn't actually do a colon scope, they may have missed any cancer I might have. Not only that but I intermittent feel as if I can not breath AMD I feel as if any minute I'm going to stop breathing. And there is a pain in both sides that I'm not actually sure is there but I feel like any second it's going to intensity because of some underlying illness. And I feel like, because of how unsupportive my family is, if I were to need to go to the hospital, I wouldn't be able to go. Or I would after the routine yelling and shouting that I'm ridiculous and doing this for attention. Any help would be appreciated at this point. I don't know where else to go.