When i first saw my doctor for my anxiety problem, he prescribed a SSRI, cipralex. which is supposed o be the easiest SSRI to tolerate. I took 10 mg for 2 days.
And, i had about all the side effects in the book , I was so hyper that the Energizer rabbit looked lethargic in comparison. I already had problems sleeping. it just made it worse. So, my doctor suggested taking half a pill and melatonin. No change. I slept no more than 2 hours a day. After 3 days, i stopped taking them. Kept the malatonin until i could see my doctor . I slept a little better.
Within 5 days, even my libido had been affected to the point of being inexistent. I did not eat. I was a mess.
I saw my doctor . And he concluded that SSRI and SRNI would just work the same as thye target the same receptors.
Benzos and sleeping pills were out of the picture as i already have balance problems. He chos Seroquel , as it would help a little with anxiety and should also help with sleep.
It has been only a week. So, not much change in the anxiety level ( i know it takes at least 2 weeks ) . But , what a difference in my sleep hours.
I haven't slept so well in years, if not decades. For all my life, even as a child, i would get to bed, and take an hour to fall asleep. I would wake up because of noises, because i needed to go pee. And then have trouble falling back asleep, or if it was past 2 A.M. , not fall back to sleep at all.
But, even after the first dose of Seroquel, i fell asleep within minutes. I wake up only if there is a REALLY big nois, or if i need to pee. And, then, i can get right back to sleep within 2 or 3 minutes. Even if it's 3:30 A.M. , i can get back to sleep until my waking time wich is 4:30 . I see a lot of people posting how bad Seroquel is, how it should not be used off-label . But, i laso know , in real life, of many people who were prescribed it as an anxiety and insomnia medecine . That have been taking them for years. And who have experenced in some case the best sleep they ever had in their life. I guess finding the right medecine is a trial and error preocess until you find the right medecine. For now, i need it. A the time i saw my doctors, i wa in a near state of panic all day long. I was to the point where i thought dying would be a blessing. And when benzos , sleeping pills, SSRI and SNRI are not an option, what is left ? the old , side-effect heavy . Tricyclic, according to my doctor were also out as was Buspirone as they target the same receptors. All that was left was seroquel.
I am amazed of what a difference a good night sleep can do to anxiety. It is still there. But i can look at it and not completely panic.
Of course, meditation , which i began to do 2 weeks ago helps. And with group therapy beginning in a month , i can foresee the day when anxiety will not overwhelms my life. When it occupies it's rightful place. That of being a tool necessary for survival.