Yes I agree with you about the internet ! My biggest fear was that I was going to be in an institution .. simply because I had no idea what was wrong with me.. I still have that fear on bad days.. even though I have worked all my life and raised my family. Somedays were truly Academy award days , nobody around me knew what was going on inside me. It is so good when you hear other people felt just like you and were riding the wave at the same time as you . There were probably people working with me , going through the same thing as me but because back then nobody talked about it out of fear , because of stigmas we kept silent and suffered . Today I don't care who knows I have an anxiety problem , if I can help someone by sharing my story , it makes me feel good.