Originally Posted by
stellaclark25
Just now I was having another one of those episodes of extreme worry and guilt, and it popped out of nowhere. I was doing some thinking and somehow I reached a memory from 4-5 years ago when an acquaintance asked me and others if we wanted tickets to a football game. I said yes. The day of the game the weather was super cold and I think even snowy, and I was not in the mood to go. I told him I’d pay him anyways of course, but he was so mad that I cancelled last minute just because of the weather. One friend still went to the game. When they were there I think I texted the friend to ask something along the lines of “are you guys cold yet” or something like that. I guess that was a bit of a jerk moment, and I regret it. When I thought of it just now it was causing a weird sensation throughout my body, especially in my knees, almost like a burning sensation. Anxiety/depression isn’t fun. I felt like I wanted to share this and get it off my chest.