Its good to be smiling once more. It was the little fella's 2nd birthday. We took our daughter and grandson out along side Lisa's parents to a wild life sanctuary. It was a good day. That's the first photo with Lisa and I together let alone smiling in years. Lisa usually does not like having her photo taken. It took quite a bit of talking to get her flash appearance in the news story above.
Anyways ... it's good to see our efforts in life style change being capture like so. I ended up putting that shot in the about me section of the PEERHAPS website. That project is going really well I might add. Having said that though, I have had to slowly start drawing back a little as I have been having late nights due to the mind racing with a million and one ideas. I've been managing to keep my exercising and healthy eating going though ... we both have. Just a few slips here and there, but given how long we have now been at clean living, it really does not take us long or much thought to simply listen to our bodies. I guess it helps given the fact that we can once again feel our bodies. Major difference in that fact alone. Took like 6 months just to get to that stage.
Forgive the ramble ... it's been a while since I have been able to freestyle like this. My current focus on a funding pitch over at the website has me going over my words all the time. I look forward to when that part of the website is done and I can relax more with my general style of writing.
On that note - whilst I have my reservations about opening up in other areas of the website I am yet to create, I think I might of found a new place where I can take my journaling to the next level. hmmmmm - I want to keep it recovery based in an outreaching context that offers help for those who care to read. No doubt it will follow the theme I know so well - Homelessness, yet so much more than that. Since going local with our project in a number of formats, the general perception has been more about handing out food, blanket and like wise gratifying acts of giving. I guess I can talk loosely in here, but will have to watch my break down of that when discussing the fallibility in acts of kindness that only facilitate the need.
I have to be mindful that my recovery and the insights I wish to share may be too much for many if I don't take the time to reflect on my own struggle in comprehension and or the remember the processes I had to undergo in order for the same old things to take on new meaning. I remember just how much listening/reading it took to grasp the concepts and or wide array of revealings in Echkart Tolles Power of Now and various other books on self help similar to that one.
Forgive the typos as well ... not much for going back over in this post. Time for bed actually ... it was good to just rip out lines of text like so. Yawns ZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Tomorrow I have men's group - I have missed a few due to all the new work on said project. I am looking forward to rejoining the group. I'm also looking forward to my morning workout before I go. I am still struggling with my digestion issues, but slowly getting better if I play my card right each day. If I do not, I'm learning how to pay.
Thanks for listening.
Here's to wishing you all a good day.
PS - anyone know what's happening with Jesse ... please day Dave from AF said G'day.