Hi, so I've been visiting the doctors for a few years now with anxiety and depression. I've been on sertraline, citalopram, fluoxetine, duloxepene, venlafaxine and propananol. Nothing worked! I've also had CBT and counselling and they didn't work either. To give a bit of back story I have been dealing with symptoms of anxiety for as long as I can remember, my parents started taking me to the doctors when I was 4 when it started as night terrors and it escalated from there and I started to convince myself that people were stalking me, taking photos and videos of me, that I was giving people incurable diseases and that I was dying (all of which there was no evidence for). It got so bad that if I touched someone or had to leave the house I would cry because I thought they were going to die. I started self harming too because of all this. But my doctor has now told me that I'm not his problem anymore and I feel so lost and alone like nobody is listening or will help.
I don't know what to do at all because I've started getting really bad head zaps too and nobody will listen to me or take me serious anymore!
I also don't sleep anymore!