i dont know that i ever will get better i be over the hill is the expression. library books are well overdue! i have an absolute horror of ever going through it ever again. and now i do things in the community. gosh i sound like a criminal who has to do community work as a punishment what a joke! i kinda NEED to be always to be able to see the escape route!

the more i am with people the worse i get. and confusion and overwhelm are a regular feature. guess i am not cut out for 21 century living. should have been a nun!