Though scary thing happened at work, we had a Lockdown at school and Im only a substitute Teacher and hate feeling stupid and powerless and out of my element or comfort zone. Of course, simply anonymous.........But Every day I get nervous doing things outside in the world outside my lil house haven. I even get so nervous that sometimes my stomach bleeds as if I were on my period. but it just mightBE a Bleeding Ulcer, NOT SURE?????Oh well?????