I began thinking about all the things I have coming up this week and I freaked out a bit. I probably won't get anytime off between school and One Act Play contest this weekend and all the preparing that's going into it and a band concert tomorrow. Usually this stuff doesn't freak me out, but now that I know that when I get busy like this anxiety attacks happen, I'm a little more weary. What sucks about anxiety attacks is the anxiety over wondering when you'll ever have one again, it happens. I just don't want to lose control again. I want to say that things are getting better when my mom or my friends ask, but the truth hurts when I have to say no. It feels like it's not improving at all. It's only been 3-4 weeks since I started medication, and I know it's not going to kick in for another 2-4 weeks. Waiting is always the hardest part.
Does anyone else have frequent dreams? Ever since I started my medication (Prozac), I've had a dream every night. I know a side effect can be being more tired, though I don't feel as tired as I used to, I do go to sleep earlier. But these dreams are so constant, it's happened before but not for this long.
Have a good day, I hope whoever reads this feels a little better.