Hi, My name is Jess. I'm a Stay At Home Mom of two small children (ages 4 and 10 months old) who suffers from severe anxiety && bipolar. I'm seeing a therapist, and it's helping somewhat, but not to the extent where I won't need medication. I feel out of control and tortured by my illness mentally. Sometimes it gets so bad I can't think and I constantly "wait" for something bad to happen. I was homeless for 7 years with my 4 year old, I now have a place of my own but I'm afraid all of the time. I just don't know what to do. Anyway, that's me. Hopefully I can find some extended support here. Thank You.