hi there,

what would you suggest that could perhaps help me alleviate my constant, crippling fear of myocarditis?

i have tried and tried to work out WHY it bothers me so much, and is always on my mind, every day, probably once every hour!

ive tried asking myself why i am worried about it, as its considered rare, and also its more probable to develop a form of cancer or leukemia than this infection! yet i dont ever have them diseases in my mind.

i probably live through 3 viruses a year, maybe 4. They are usually 2 weeks in length and not massively problematic in terms of symptoms.
just when i think the thoughts had slowed down, eased up, a virus will come around and im back to square 1 again!

ive tried the route of a and e everytime ive had a virus or infection and they tend to do an ECG, which is usually normal. i cant keep doing this surely? plus its not fixing anything, nor will it protect or shield me from the next virus!