Originally Posted by
Applecherry
Why is it I never see this name unless you are defending your trolls "jessed" and the rest of them? For someone who so carefully follows what I say on here, it's really odd how you just make surprise ambushes on me out of nowhere, couldn't be anymore obvious could you? My answers are from my own experience you asshole. If I were here to give people "googled" answers, what would be the point? I'm not here to make some kind of impression with my fake personnas and pretend to have anxiety and pretend to know what the fuck I'm talking about like you do! As I said before, I really DO have anxiety, if my advice isn't great, then it's not, I never said it was, I am currently suffering and learning myself as many are here. I simply share what I have learned through PERSONAL experience, and through some tips I've learned from articles I've read and advice I've been given by many people.. It really makes me madder than anything when someone who knows not a thing what it is to truly live with anxiety sits there on his fat ass 24/7 trolling and lying to people online his whole day and night, and tells me, ME who has suffered from several nervous breakdowns, serious ones, for the past 3 years, that I'm giving people half wited advice and that I don't "do anything about the anxiety" I would sincerely like to know what I am NOT doing? Do you know what it's like to live a day, not being able to calm yourself, not being able to eat, sleep, or even sit down for 5 mins because your anxiety is THAT BAD? Do you know what it's like to have ptsd flashbacks of trauma when you are trying to relax and just be you again... Feeling so much terror you can't cry.. having to take 2 hour walks just so you could tire yourself enough to get the adrenalin out of your system? All this so bad you went to the hospital for it, take medication for it? Til you have gone through any of this, don't you DARE tell me I am a whiner or complaining and not doing enough.. I'll have you know, my family members some of them, are even aware how deeply depressed I have been lately, they just think I have anxiety, that's how good I am at covering it up and living with it. So yeah, pretty much FUCK you. I've had it up to here with your shit tonight.