I feel so sad right now, I feel like things in my life are not going to work out the way I want them to. Everything in my life seems so hopeless right now, and I feel like I am not going to get anywere, no matter how hard I try. I just feel like I am such a failure and am worthless. I have thought about wanting to start cutting again, I had a major urge last night and I am really considering to start again, cause I really need the relief it gives me.