This is new for me. Don't usually post stuff about my problems. Usually keep it to myself but some days have been worse than others n i really hate it. I'm constantly nervous n afraid. Something as simple as the grocery store bein packed n i just wanna turn around n go home. I hate bein around so many ppl. Feel like they're watching me. Judgin me. I try not to focus on them but i start to get short of breath. My blood pressure rises n i practically run thru the store like some loon in a horror movie. :/ its embarassin. I don't understand y I'm like this. Ugh...