Well hi there friends! been doing fabulously lately, besides almost going serial killer on everyone Christmas shopping's ass.. I've been doing so well TOUCH WOOD! But now.. I've entered a new issue.. So as many know I'm in a LDR love him to bits, wanna marry this guy blah blah alright.. Now he is based in Hawaii, and I am Australian.. He won't get out of the army for another 2.5 years.. And I'm not wanting to continue this long distance crap.. So we decided on me moving there with him then we get transfered to New York later for the rest of his service... Then we make a home in Australia together.. Last time I was in Hawaii it was AMAZING.. To be with him.. But that was bloody it, everything else sucked some mad ass dick. Anxiety just wouldn't leave me alone!!!' Not only do I have to leave my family whom I'm EXTREMLY close with, live in a country I don't know, rely on one person until I make friends, get a job, travel on buses every damn day, deal woth money i dont know, live without free medical (thats a big one, unless my man and i get married... ahh.... ) but I have to relive that DAMN PLANE TRIP.. UGH!! I'm scared SHITLESS that my anxiety will come back without gloves on.. What's everyone's thoughts...