I don't know where to start. I'm new here. Even though you can't see me I'm still scared to express how I feel. I'm a single mom, I feel alone. I sometimes think about killing myself so the pain will go away. I was in a abusive relationship, emotionally and physically. That change my life in so many ways. I try to be strong for my child but it's so hard. I finally decided to take a chance and let someone in my life and I even trusted him enough to meet my child. But there are days when I feel like im not good enough. I want to be loved and give my love but I'm afraid. I cry. How can I want someone to want me and I don't even believe in myself. I just don't know. ....