I also am in the first healthy loving relationship of my life. everything you described of having a more emotionally well balanced person is how I feel as well. I met here when I was going through this hard time and she still likes me. When I am in a good enough mood, I am witty, funny and all around fun to be around. She likes me for that and has accepted how I am and that I have issues. It sounds like yours has too. Dont beat yourself up, he obviously likes you for some good reason .

Its funny because this girl I am seeing thinks I dont like her because of how I am feeling right now (distant). In actuality I care for her a great deal. Make sure your anxiety doesn't push him away by fear of losing him. I am for once in my life content with being miserable, at least , because I know I am loved.