Hey there!
Wow, I'm going on a trip next week with my husband and as the day gets closer and closer I am filled with more and more anxiety about it. We leave next Thursday morning and will be gone until Sunday. We are travelling by car, which I don't really like. :?
My stomach is in knots and I can't eat and am having trouble sleeping. When I do sleep it is filled with bad dreams and nightmares. :cry: I don't like feeling this way and I wish that I could just feel excitment about going like my husband. I tell myself over and over "it will be o.k., it will be o.k. ..........." but it doesn't make it feel any more o.k. in my mind.
Well, I know that nothing can really be done to change this, but it is very comforting to know that I can come here and tell you all this and not feel like I am disappointing anyone. ops: Which is usually why I just don't tell many people how I am feeling. I keep my anxiety from my husband until I can't control it anymore and have a panic attack and then he has to try and calm me down and drive at the same time and THAT isn't safe! :shock:
Well,, thanks for listening. Talk to you all later.
Cath