No, it never showed up. :|
No, it never showed up. :|
Oh? Ok ill do it all in little steps.. Sorry it's gonna take a while!!
Up untill about 8 months ago I was a really happy normal girl, loved working and socialising etc.. Then
it all changed when I noticed these white patches on my skin. Went gp, he assured me it was nothing to worry about, just a fungal infection from tanning salons and prescribed some anti dandruff shampoo.
The patches didnt get better though and began to spread. Once that started I noticed all these other health problems.. Palpitations, shortness of breath, lesions on skin. So went back to gp, had blood tests, skin checked, ECG.. All normal. But it was like I couldn't accept it?
Since my skin wasn't improving I googled the infection and found people with cancer and those with HIV were at higher risk because of a weakened immune system. This scared me. Since then any ache or pain I get I think I'm dying. I've so far self diagnosed myself with HIV, lung cancer, throat cancer, heart disease, brain tumour, diabetes, MS.. Just to name a few.
I stopped using tanning salons and won't go in the sun.. Had all my moles checked twice.
Recently I've found I had an awful pain in my left shoulder blade also causing pins and needles. This spread to my left leg.. Causing my leg to feel heavy and dead. Went A&E as thought was a stroke, nothing. pain
and pins and needles never went so Went GP, he be told me nothing to worry about and gave me anti inflams and has arranged for me to see a physio. My throats been feeling closed and tight so I asked him and he checked and said all normal.
My whole body hurts like my collarbones, legs, back, neck.. All of me. I can't sleep properly or eat properly. I keep breaking into sweats. My paranoia has hit the roof like I have to check my front door at least 4 times to make sure it's locked before I can leave and I even unplug my straighteners with me because I'm scared even if they're off they could overheat and catch the house alight! I keep randomly crying