It's been a while since I have had such bad anxiety. Right now i'm currently obsessing that there is a blood clot in my leg and that pieces have went into my lungs or just something like that. I have been having shortness of breath and OMG I have been hacking up sputum constantly checking for blood and I honestly have seen some pieces that resemble blood so of course last night that sent my anxiety through the roof, All I could do is cry, my fiance was looking at me like I was nuts. Oh and I know this may be totally off the subject of where I was going with this but the leg that feels like it has been bothering me I have noticed this actually last year, it has way more fat on it than the other so now im obsessing over that again because it looks bigger than the other and i'm not real skinny I have weight. Also about four years ago when I had my gallbladder removed I started noticing the fat deposits in my stomach, well I did have a c-section. But the left side hangs alot more than the right side and I just feel very unsymmetrical. I even had this doctor look at it but he really did not say, he just said noone is perfect. But its really freaking me out that my thigh is so much more fatty than the left. And that part is not in my imagination because when I wear pants the right feels tighter on my leg. Idk im going insane!!! I wanted to immediately run to the hospital last night but I didn't!! ughhhhhh