Originally Posted by
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Maybe I am just too picky. I just don't like having people try to get me drunk all of the time, when I know that won't help the problem. And when I'm around the recruiter, I feel like I am just out of reach of her because of my decision not to get into bondage and all. I always feel like if I were only more her type she would open up more and become a deeper friend. She always keeps me at arms distance because she cant trust me with the stuff. Its like I'm being punished for keeping my nose clean. Maybe I should've tried pot when I had the chance, lol.