I hate it when I get depressed because I just feel so drained all the time. I look around my house and I see things that need to be done but I can't make myself get up and do them. And if I can make myself get up then I get all fuzzy in the head and can't orgainize my thoughts enough to get anything done anyway.
All I want to do is lay in bed and cry all day. And there is absolutely no reason why I should be crying, but I do anyway. And I am scared to death of everything going on in the world right now. I'm just afraid that it is just going to get worse and worse and there is no answer to anything. Where does it all end??
With the hurricane disaster and now another one on the way. I think about all those people, where are they going to go? How are they going to get their lives back together? Where are they going to get jobs? And the families that have been separated, what about them??
And then you have the whole part about the animals. I cry every time I think about them. All those poor pets that are lost and don't know where their family is. They don't understand anything of what is going on.
And then you have the fighting over in Iraq that is still going on and you hear of new soldiers being killed on a daily basis. I just sometimes feel so overwhelmed with everything going on around us that I don't know how to deal with it all.
And now also with the cost of gas going up so high. Yea, it's finally starting to come down at the gas pumps for the cars, but now they're talking about it shooting sky high to heat your house during the winter, how are we supposed to be able to afford all this and everything else that we need on a daily basis?? Sometimes it's just too much.
Sorry, I didn't mean to go off quite so badly here, but I don't know where else I can say all this and not sound like a total nut. I talk to my husband about some of this, but I don't want to whine to him all the time, you know? Anyway, sorry for dumping this on all of you.