Emetophobia
Harpaxophobia
Emetophobia
Harpaxophobia
Tengo 15 años, Soy Guatemalteco, Tengo Emetofobia y TOC.
I am 15 years old, I am Guatemalan, I have Emetophobia and OCD.
I have horrible emetophobia. I thought I had it under control, but it's getting bad again.
Its a combo of social phobia (I've always had), and the agoraphobia now. For years I didn't want to admit it to myself, but there is denying it now, Its taken control of my life. I used to always go out at least once a day (even just to do something mundane), but over the last year, I've come up with the excuses for not needed a reason to go out. I always say, its too cold / too dark / too sunny LOL....
I don't know if this is something that can be treated now since I've allowed it to get this out of control, but I'm hoping something will change, because I find myself not leaving the house now for weeks.
Not good since I was once "chipper fella" with a real life besides the pretend one in my head.
"I have no limits, no filter, no class, no poise. No decorum. Just fun"
Health - mainly related to heart and cancers. Is that a thing with a name?
my biggest phobia is to faint infront of people in public. My biggest fear and only, i don't know why, but thats my fear.
Being stuck in traffic, driving long distances, worrying that my tight throat feedings will make me stop breathing, riding passenger with someone in a car (the feeling of no control). Ugh...lol
I have to drive up to the city later to go to a show. By myself. I am soooo nervous!!
"You're the worst thing that ever happened to me." --Marla Singer
Actually going to the hospital to have an operation for a problem that really exists.
I hope the show turns out to be enjoyable gypsy.
"...the cost of sanity in this society is a certain level of alienation" ~ Terrance McKenna → https://pondermovedhere.blogspot.com/